my birthday ?

yeah today is my birthday to 15 years old. yeah finally i'm fifteen :D
but i dont really feel excited today. i dont know why. i just feel today is just like the other day. but, yeah today my age is getting older. and i proud about that. i'll grow up slowly.


the person who said "happy birthday" for the first time is my best friend, Hary Suseno. so long i haven't see him. but i proud to know him ;) thank you so much hary for you words and your pray for me to become a better person than the past. i appreciate that you give a words when my birthday appear. 
i really dont feel excited today. i dont know what happen. it just happening and now i feel like i dont have any spirits anymore. hmm okay the day is still young. maybe later slowly that makes me feel better about today. and i really hope that the miracle will be come up today. 


Allah, thanks to You because you still belive and give me the breath in my age right now. You give me health and You still here beside me and never never leave me alone. thank you so much in my birthday You still give me the chance to live in this world with my parents, my friends and everybody. thank you so much. i'll try to make it useful. i'll try to make my life useful for another people..
Allah, i hope today you will give me some miracle. i hope today will be impress me with the beautiful memories. i hope today everything will be comes true. and i hope You make today become my SWEET FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY in my life. because this age just come once in my life. and now its time to me for grow up and not be a kids anymore. i'll try to grow up and left my childish character behhind. yaAllah ridhoi aku yaa :')
You are the only one i ask to. thank you for give me this life. i always love You untill the end of my life. untill the end of my age in this world. thank you so much..

Otanjoubi Omedetou Astika Syafitri-chan :D